(I don't actually know if they didn't appeal to me at *some* level, or if it just became the case that the more I was exposed to various things the more open minded I became.) In any case, one of the books that I'd taken with me (I'm an avid reader) involved modern day witches. This was also around the time that I'd gradually become more and more interested in all sorts of different types of sex acts - looking up video clips and pictures, even of things that didn't actually appeal to me just because I was curious. So, if waste products are so unhealthy for you - how is it that their use can be recommended, or it can be said that they are also healthy in some cases?Ī little over 10 years ago I was on a business trip. (And from what I understand it actually has quite good results - the stumbling block being the "ick" factor to the treatment.)
This apparently serves to restore the "colonic flora" in the patient so that they can fight off their illness better. There is a relatively recent medical treatment called "fecal microbiota transplantation" (more commonly known as a stool transplant) where feces are transplanted from a healthy donor to a patient suffering from a C.difficile infection. If you find yourself in the desert, or otherwise dying from deydration, you can prolong your life by drinking your own urine. If you get stung by a stingray, and there is no other method of treatment, it's beneficial to have somebody pee on the wound. Of course, there were some interesting things that I came across in the media: I couldn't understand the pleasure, let alone why somebody would risk illness in order to play with, or ingest, something that shouldn't have any contact with anybody once out of the body. When later realizing the sexualized kink genre around this, I was repelled and, intellectually, amazed (in a negative way) that anybody could even contemplate this. I further believed that both piss and shit were bad, harmful byproducts that were expelled from the body because they weren't good for it. (Aside from public urinals in men's bathrooms - a strange kind of "abeyance" of the normal social rule - where it's okay to pee in front of other men in a way that would be totally unacceptable in the privacy of a home.) It was also something that should always be done behind closed doors. So, like most people, it was my belief that pissing and shitting was something to be acknowledged but never actively discussed. (I often think that society itself is the worst form of child abuser and source of sexual dysfunction later on in life.) It's only when parents and society drill those thoughts into them that they end up feeling that way. By default, they *don't* think that it's disgusting or to be avoided. Also, like most other taboos, children don't have any inhibitions when it comes to this. Sure, you can joke about it but it's not something that's "polite", or "healthy" in a casual topic-of-dinner-conversation fashion. Like a whole bunch of other taboos, I grew up thinking that bodily functions were dirty and never to be talked about - aside from in a joking and deprecating fashion. It's bad enough keeping secrets from the people I know, I'm not about to start feeling ashamed about any of my interests when I'm here. Also, the point of my being here is to be honest about everything in a way that I can't be in real life. I very briefly considered posting this anonymously, but then thought that would be silly - as my online profile here is pretty much anonymous anyway. Warning: If this isn't your personal thing, or you find the topic offensive, I'd stop reading now.